I wanna hold you but my hands are tied
I wanna sleep here but I've been denied
I wanna lie here till we've killed this piece of doubt
I wanna hold you but my hands are tied
I wanna stay here but I've been denied
Let's watch the clock until the morning sun comes out
The trouble.
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Name : F.i.L.h.A.d.
Gender : Male
Height : 174 cm
Weight : 63 KG
School : Guangyang Pri Anderson Sec Nanyang Junior College
Class : 0936
CCAs : MLCS, NYEDrama
The dreams.
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# pass promos and not get expelled
# grow taller to 180cm
# get a fake tan
# whiten my teeth and align my jaw
# master the art of Blue Steel
# smile way more
Shit kissed my birthday and stained it!
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Dear Diary,
I would like to sing a song for you. I changed the lyrics a little bit to fit the current context. Anyway, it's to the tune of "I Kissed A Girl" originally sung by Katy Perry. It's the chorus bit. Anyway here it goes...
I need to puke and I hate it The taste of yesterday's dinner I feel nauseous someone help me My tummy's going insane?
It felt so wrong it's never right Don't want to vommit tonight I need to puke and I hate it I hate it!
Diarrhoea + Fasting = A SERIOUSLY empty stomach
I mean, I'm used to starving (for various reasons) but man this hunger is really disturbing me! You know how when you forget to eat (for various reasons) then your stomache starts growling and at the same instant, your stomache feels like its quenching and turning? The only difference is that normally that feeling would go away. It might come back but again only for a little while. Now, however, for me that feeling refuses to go away. That sucks. I'm trying my best to eat as much as possible but how much can someone eat within less than twelve hours.
Anywho, as I was reminded, Happy Birthday to me. (yes, I actually forgot it was my birthday) And Happy Birthday to MJ who would otherwise have been 51. And oh Happy Birthday to Pradeep and Ain (we're blood brothers and sisters!) who have both turned seventeen too!
On Friday, August 28, 2009, 8:27 AM, I still survived.
The tone was contradictory...
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I do not know what blogs are for anymore :(
There's nothing to blog about. Other than "Dear Diary. Today I had a Maths test. After which was a Chemistry test. Followed by a half-hour break. Then Project Work. After which I took 53 home. Then I slept."
My life has been reduced to nothingness! Sad...
Anyway I realised I am more shameless than I thought I would ever be. Haha and this was deduced from Wednesday's photoshoot. I thought I would be way awkward having 23 other people watching me being photographed but nah... Lol. Work it baby!
Anyway nites... Almost one week of puaser done.
On Thursday, August 27, 2009, 10:02 AM, I still survived.
The chase is on!
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This is for the sake of updating...
Don't you think it's cool?! Though I have no idea what it is for. It's not for a movie either. We'll just have to wait and see.
Anyway one day of puasa is over! I didn't feel hungry at all. Weird. Maybe I'm so used to eating so little that the sahur food more than make up for my entire day's food consumption. Lol. And also maybe it's cause I woke up so late. Heh. Anyway promos is in 5 more weeks! Argh! And I have 5 subjects to study... Sobs. Bye world. Time to mug yo! (nigga attitude sey)
On Saturday, August 22, 2009, 10:18 PM, I still survived.
The amigos.
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